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Would You Save Me Now (feat. Aaron Marsh)

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►Pre-order 'Rebirth' now: http://thejonhillproject.com The official album 'Rebirth' will be released on January 11, 2019. ►Substream Magazine Article: https://substreammagazine.com/2018/11/exclusive-jon-hill-save-now-2018/ --- VIDEO CREDITS: Starring Jon Hill & Stasha Gray Video Directed by Tom Flynn Produced by Spencer Bradham, Tom Flynn & Mike Watts Storyboard by Spencer Bradham Edited by Tom Flynn, Spencer Bradham & Mike Watts Extra Underwater Footage by Drake Sweet Make-up, Wardrobe & Hair by Stasha Gray Photoshoot Location at Motion State Media Album Artwork by Dan Miller --- MUSIC CREDITS: Drums & Aux Percussion: Jon Hill Lyrics & Vocals: Aaron Marsh Piano, Keys & Synths: Spencer Bradham Guitar & Bass: Spencer Gill Instrumentation written by Jon Hill, Spencer Bradham & Spencer Gill Lyrics & Melody written by Aaron Marsh Produced & Recorded by Spencer Bradham at Clear Track Studios Mixed by Mike Watts at Clear Track Studios Mastered by Joe LaPorta at Sterling Sound --- LYRICS: Would you save me? Would you save me now? I’m spinning in my head again. Would you save me? Would you save me now? We’re static, blinking in time, just black on grey pixels alive. Erratic, wherever you are, you circle back to me in colored lines. The dream that I awoke in was fine but half my heart remains still asleep there. The dream that I awoke in was fine. Would you save me now? Cause I’m spinning in my head again. Would you slow me down? Cause I can’t stop my mind from wandering. Turning around. Take me back home. In a room full of friends, I’m always alone. So would you save me now? Cause I’m spinning in my head again. I’m just dizzy in my head again. In phrases repeating in time, your words fall back again over mine. But silent, wherever you are, you circle back to me in perfect rhyme. The dream that I woke up from was fine. Some nights I still return in my sleep there, your face in the dark. Would you save me now? Cause I’m spinning in my head again. Would you slow me down? Cause I can’t stop my mind from wandering. Turning around. Take me back home. In a room full of friends, I’m always alone. So would you save me now? I’m just fucked in my head again. I need a new dream. Mine loops over and over. Would you save me now? Cause I’m spinning in my head again. Would you slow me down? Cause I can’t stop my mind from wandering. Turning around. Take me back home. In a room full of friends, I’m always alone. So would you save me now? Would you save me now? Cause I’m spinning in my head again. Subscribe to this new channel for more music videos and future videos from Jon himself! Follow The Jon Hill Project on social media! ► Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jonhill822 -
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Jessica Shiner (21 hours ago)
So proud of you Jon!
K. P. (1 day ago)
Sending love to you Jon. Thank you for sharing this with us. Hope you find your peace and the support that you need. <3 <3 <3
Zahraa D (1 day ago)
So this is why they broke up💔💔 this is so sad she just gave up and couldn’t handle the pressure she was put into. All I could say is stay safe Jon no one will save you but yourself..
Natalie Rojas (1 day ago)
Wow. This was emotional
Amanda Jane (2 days ago)
😍😢 so beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. Keeping you in my prayers! You got this! 😉
Elizabeth Marie (2 days ago)
Wow I’m crying that was so emotional and moving
Jessie Noelle (2 days ago)
Such an incredible song. I relate to this so much with my husband’s past addiction. It’s been a rough six years. It’s nice to see your perspective. I can’t wait to hear more. I get major The Used/Copeland vibes. Love love love. I wish you nothing but health and happiness ,Jon. Please take care of you. You are unbelievably talented.
Amanda C (2 days ago)
This broke my heart. Be well Jon 🦋
Cynsation Beauty (2 days ago)
I'm a big fan of Jaclyn and had to see this and I now understand your point of view. It's hard for someone who hasn't struggled this way to know how to help there loved one. Sorry you and Jaclyn went through this and I hope you find the strength to get or stay better. I'm now a fan if you both. I see both sides.
Yvette Marquez (3 days ago)
This is so sad and hits home.
Heather Crawford (3 days ago)
I keep coming back to listen to the song. 💛
Naughty44 (3 days ago)
Did she even try to help him with he’s addiction? If he didn’t want to get help then he doesn’t deserve to have her
Courtney Gunn (3 days ago)
I've listened to the song over and over since you've released this video. I came back today to see if watching it would still give me the same emotions it did when I first saw it and I'm once again in tears. It's just such a moving piece. I've follow you both since your lives became public and to see this honesty and truth is amazing. It has so much pain and is torment yet it's beautiful. You are such a strong person to come out of this how you did and now to see you in such a good place with Ashlyn just makes me so incredibly happy for you. Keep fighting that fight. You are strong.
Robyn OReilly (4 days ago)
The girl needs to undu those lip fillers lol
Robyn OReilly (4 days ago)
She could have stayed and supported him but she didn’t want it to ruin her fame she was more important I hope he took her for a lot of money
Robyn OReilly (4 days ago)
Jon she should have stayed
Matilde Nunez (4 days ago)
Wow this is very emotional...being married to an addict is beyond hard...
EllaBella Boo (4 days ago)
I can’t stop crying😭these lyrics I relate to in a different way, especially the chorus, it just portrays how I’m feeling at the moment (my mind can’t stop wondering, would you save me now.) This is heartbreakingly beautiful. Truthful. Raw. I love it. Thank you so much for sharing this Jon! So much love.❤️
M (4 days ago)
Wow this video gave me CHILLS. Just goes to show that everyone goes through all kinds of problems.
NO BS BABE (4 days ago)
Jon is incredibly good looking. Pain creates the most beautiful art. You've got big things coming up for you!!
Valerie Anne (4 days ago)
Very intense video but I love it.
mallorykendall (4 days ago)
I can’t stop watching...... this was my life for so long. One day at a time 🙏🏼
Ann Cruz (5 days ago)
ouchhh
Alexandra Dupont (5 days ago)
Wow. I clearly forgot to schedule time for a good cry when I looked up this video... Jon, your voice is going to help people.
mnbknox (5 days ago)
literally made me cry. such a great video! you did absolutely amazing. i hope for the best for you in the future and hope big things come your way. you have such a talent:)
Nicole Williams (5 days ago)
I met my sons father when I was 17. I got pregnant when I was 19. I found out his addictive lifestyle had progressed to using heroin just 2 months after our boy was born. When he landed himself in prison on felony drug charges. He got out on parole, we were happy for a short time. But his addiction always won. I fought for us for 5 years. While raising our son all on my own. He was my first and to this day my only love. He’s still struggling and I’m still grieving someone who is still alive. My heart is breaking for you and I am praying for your happiness and sobriety. Prosper and move on to a happier life. Addiction will ruin the most beautiful love. Stay strong, Jon. ❤️
Christan Kirkham (6 days ago)
I can’t wait for more of this amaziness!
Crystal (6 days ago)
This was beautiful, and so heart breaking! Wishing you a healthy sober life, Jon!!!! You’re one badass dude, you’ll make it 🖤
VanityBy Mari (6 days ago)
Wow it takes a strong person to face this. I commend you
Ashley Schubert (6 days ago)
Hold tight, Jon... So crazy to think this is what was going on behind the scenes. Just shows you never really know someone's struggle until they want you to.
Bao Bai Vue (6 days ago)
Wow this is so powerful and real. Sometimes the strongest among us are the ones who smile through silent pain, cry behind closed doors, and fight battles nobody knows about. You’re so strong for sharing this Jon. Wishing you happiness and all the best Jon.
Rachel Rodriguez (6 days ago)
Wow
Betty_von_N929 (6 days ago)
As much as this music isn’t exactly my cup of tea, I still can appreciate it. The video is so beautiful I love it
Jaderia Frieze (6 days ago)
I’ve watched this so many times and it never gets old and I always bawl my eyes out. It’s so beautiful but the words really mean something to me. I completely relate with this on both sides of the story. Thank you for being so real and vulnerable. I’m sure this wasn’t easy to do. Keep going one day and a time and I pray you find healing and peace. Staying clean is so hard, but going back is so much harder as I’m sure you know. It’s an awful disease, it sucks and I wish addiction didn’t exist because it ruins lives. Not just your own, but your family’s too. Stay strong, it looks like you’re doing really well. God Bless! ❤️🙏🏻
Maddison Branch (6 days ago)
This was absolutely breathtaking, some of your best work.
I totally just cried 😭😭😭
Holly Harvey (6 days ago)
Wow, I'm speechless but at the same time tears running down my face. Jon, I think you have an amazing talent with music, but acting seems to be a natural for you. I am so sorry for yours and Jaclyn's loss. I wish you both the best. I know the struggles of young love, being married at 20,and here I am at 32..marriage is something you have to fight for. Best wishes xoxoxo
Nikol Stowell (7 days ago)
My heart 😭 Jon this is incredible!
Heidy Nodarse (7 days ago)
Beautiful song!
Destiny Aragon (7 days ago)
❤️
Brooke Starr (7 days ago)
John hill looks hot, but ducks lips, not so much
Brooke Starr (7 days ago)
Corey Haim vibes
Alana Jane (7 days ago)
Hold tight. 🖤
April Schubert (7 days ago)
With this video being so personal for you how were you not triggered by the emotions. And if you were what healthy coping skills did you use?
Anon. ymous (8 days ago)
I can't stop listening to this
christiana xtiana (8 days ago)
It just clicked to me that the moment where he was lying in bed and seemed to come back to life may the moment he had his seizure and came back from it. Their story is sad..
Hannah Alden (9 days ago)
I love how the last scene you still have on that wedding ring. I wish I could take away your pain dude
Hannah Alden (9 days ago)
Wow dude.... this video is so powerful. Like wow
Natalie XYZ (9 days ago)
Lmao they made it really obvious that this is about Jaclyn and his relationship. And Stasha Grey? Poor girl might want to go by a stage name.
Amanda Fletcher (9 days ago)
I love love this song it reminds me of my used music days and I’m so here for this album 🖤
Dasha Latrece (10 days ago)
Something everyone needs to consider we the public will never know the ins and out of someone from a YouTube video ig post or a tweet, I’ve held on to someone so long and it almost killed me and I’ve also needed someone to desperately hold on to me and they let go both were equally heartbreaking and almost killed me...let these 2 heal and understand God has the last say... I’m not even into this type of music but it touched my soul and has been on repeat God Bless all evolved 🙏🏼
Kristine (10 days ago)
This video is beautiful, I didn't know I'd cry listening to it. You were very vulnerable, still wearing your wedding ring when she lets go.... hold tight love
tomsgurl92 (10 days ago)
that girl has nothing on Jaclyn... if I was Jaclyn I’d be insulted that Jon thought she looked like her.. she could never come close
LisaG.mommyof3 G (10 days ago)
❤️💔amazing!
Sena Cooper (10 days ago)
So damn deep...just know you are not alone Jon. Many of us struggle daily just like this...
Sena Cooper (10 days ago)
Jon i have so much respect for you. You have been through so much in your mind that no-one will ever understand! Love and happiness to you both! Love n hugs❤
Sena Cooper (10 days ago)
I deal with myself on a daily basis so i completely understand everything you have gone through. Gone willing everything looks up from here!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Tara Elliott (10 days ago)
WOW!!! Sooooooo good. ❤️❤️❤️
L p (10 days ago)
English is not my native langage, sorry for my mistakes. Wish you all the best in life, You’re an amazing artist, Just use all your pain, to be creative, Life is unperfect, keep fighting you will go over it. Much love & prayers from France
Beth Harlow (10 days ago)
Oh my heart. I loved an addict and was married to him. Much love to you and nothing but well wishes.
Pamela Ortega (10 days ago)
Beautiful song haven’t been able to stop listening to it
Duke (10 days ago)
Jaclyn has better lip fillers
Amanda Alvarenga (10 days ago)
This video had me in tears its so sad I wish you Jon nothing but the best in life keep yr head up brother you have come this far so just keep moving forward
Jilda bravo (10 days ago)
I’m crying crying 😭
joana nicole (10 days ago)
You can’t save a addict they have to want save them selfs
lori friel (10 days ago)
Every day is a new day to fight for you to truly love yourself enough to stay clean and surround yourself with people who will be positive in your life! I wish you the best and hope that you can stay strong for yourself and those who truly love you and want to see you succeed. God bless you, your family and friends. May you be the man that your loved ones know that you can be, may you grow every minute of every day to love yourself enough to want to continue to stay clean, may you always know there is a better answer then to use and find that answer 🙏🏻🙏🏻... much love ❤️
Abby Ploussard (11 days ago)
Seriously this song has me feeling some type of way ❤ like this song has touched my damn soul!!! Keep your head high Jon!! Keep foucus on bettering your self and all else would fall into place. I'm so proud of you for making this, and being so honest, not only with us but yourself! Sending nothing but love and healing vibes 💋 ❤
Melissa Gallagher (11 days ago)
Art is most beautiful when it comes from pain.... unfortunately. Focus on your art Jon, good luck with life and happiness. I’ll be following your story from Texas 🙌
Miss Elizabeth (11 days ago)
So Beautiful, honest and so raw .... Great Job John!! 👏👏👏the voice and the drums 😄😊👏👏
Brittany Hooks (11 days ago)
💜💜💜
Carla Correia (11 days ago)
I wonder if he relapsed and this time she decided she had enough and she let go. I hope he's doing better and focuses on his sobriety because that's the most important thing. The ones that are meant to stay in your life will stay and those that are not will eventually leave. Hope you find someone that loves you unconditionally despite your flaws because we all have them it may not be addiction but everyone has their flaws we are not perfect. Good luck and God Bless
Rosie Perez (4 days ago)
+NO BS BABE What gives the real time-frame away was Jaclyn's own tweet, we should rename her Messy Jaclyn because that's what she is. I think Jon had to say those things for the NDA, otherwise, where did he get the money to finish off the album and do these videos? Ironically the person he worked with in the studio is now sleeping in his former wife's bed he said (before he was hushed up) but she was doing that before they even broke up. That has got to hurt the ego, wonder what that was worth?
Carla Correia (4 days ago)
+Rosie Perez It's crazy out of all the men in the world she had to go for his friend and it's even more crazier because that's how she got with Jon back than. I hope he can overcome this chapter in his life and learn to truly love himself first and hopefully he can find his true soul mate.
NO BS BABE (4 days ago)
I read an interview by Jon, and he said he had relapsed but Jaclyn didnt know and he had hid it well for a while. This story is how the end of their relationship came about. He got caught, went back into Rehab, but while he was in rehab Jaclyn had already decided that she was done and had already grieved and started the process of ending it. He got out, and went right back to drugs because the pain was unbearable. He said at one point he was trying to OD to get rid of the pain... but somehow he knew he had to help other people with what hes been through.
Rosie Perez (11 days ago)
Jaclyn tweeted that Jon talked a lot of trash before he went into rehab, it was in response to a girl who asked her if what Jon posted on Instagram was true. What he posted was that she had hooked up with his friend. Her own tweets set a timeline, he fell off the wagon and relapsed because of that affair. I think it really shows his character to not throw her under the bus in the interview he did, she never would have done that for him and instead has done the opposite.
Jessica Torres (11 days ago)
💔
FuckYaChickenStrips (11 days ago)
😭😭
Baylee Gibbs (11 days ago)
This was amazing. So hard to watch but so soooo real and you can tell his true emotions. We never get to see what he does bc jaclyn is the famous one(btw love her she's my favorite youtuber) but it's nice to really see his talent after so long. Keep up the great work Jon I can't wait to see what you do next.
Gabrielle Stewart (11 days ago)
Wow awesome song ❤️ video made me cry! Your amazing Jon hope u stay clean ur in my Prayers 🙏🏼🙌🏼
Brit Marie (11 days ago)
Jaclyn really loved him so much..
Reenie Beena (11 days ago)
Awesome.
Kaylee snell (11 days ago)
The saddest & most beautiful video I’ve ever seen. Hoping only the best for you Jon
Markayla Elizabeth (11 days ago)
This is so sad. My heart is broken for you both. I have been in Jaclyn’s position and letting go of that person is seriously so difficult. This is such a beautiful raw representation of what addiction does to a relationship. Thank you for this.
Natasha Ferguson (11 days ago)
I was with an addict for 11yrs it took me that long to realize I couldn't save him he had to save himself! I hope all is well for you Jon Hill.
Brittany & Family (11 days ago)
Holy shi* this is beautiful
Charissa Harder (12 days ago)
So very bittersweet. Can’t help but to root for them to pull through even though we know how it ends. I’m sure it was terrible for both of them.. Jaclyn maybe more so but for some reason I feel the most for Jon.
Tiffany Horvath (12 days ago)
How absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking all at the same time - so many emotions come through this song. Please continue to give us killer shit 💜
Kara Melber (12 days ago)
Damn this song is beautiful
jupiter contreras (12 days ago)
I’ve watched this at least 10 times I love it 🥰 stay strong
Catherine James (12 days ago)
Love this jon. I have sufferred from major depressive disorder, accomodated by type 1 diabetes (no I'm not overweight! But im very self conscious!) and epilepsy since my teens, love songs this raw and real. Can't wait to hear more relatable songs from rebirth! Love that you aren't denying your addictions and depression and stress that comes with rejection, but somehow, its making me feel if you can push yourself and succeeding in the near impossible reasons to keep going despite your struggles with jacklyn and her not giving you the chance, and push yourself to the fullest every day, so can i, as a 28 year old who most people are wary of based on my medical issues and likelihood to faint or fit several times a week...
Seirra Cruse! (12 days ago)
This makes me hurt for Jon more. Been clean for 3 years almost 4.
veronica delacruz (12 days ago)
Wish the vocals were a bit louder but amazing song !!
Brenda Tenorio (12 days ago)
This sounds like 2003 scremo 😕
Sonya Diaz (12 days ago)
This video gave me chills! Every scene I felt some type of way! ugh! Hauntingly Beautiful video! Stay strong!
Brittany Renee (12 days ago)
Jon, I hope you are able to find peace, health and happiness. You are a wonderful man and you deserve it.
Kaci (12 days ago)
Wow. Just wow. This video explains everything. What an impact this video makes. Wow
Michayla Lindloff (12 days ago)
You can over come this Jon. One day at a time. We all have faith in you
Lindsay Neumann (12 days ago)
Goosebumps. This is perfection.
Rayanna Perez (12 days ago)
I’m so choked up 🥺💔 May god help you through your journey and give you peace. I hope for nothing but the best.
Noemi Duran (12 days ago)
This is Jaclyn and John story 😰 I am prying for you that you can fix things in your life and continue living your best. I miss the John from 2014.
Ira Svea Čumbrek (12 days ago)
Love.❤️
ghostly. jpg (12 days ago)
I can’t believe this only has 200k views
Kayla Walker (12 days ago)
💚
Miranda 9278 (12 days ago)
Even when times are tough and he probably needed her more than ever she gave up on him...that's not a wife...
Miranda 9278 and a man who does drugs behind his wife’s back isn’t a husband......
Charlotte Cooke (12 days ago)
Wow stunning

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